HAPPY 1000 HITS! (: (: (: i finally got 1000 hits. :D

ohgod! i just realised that i've not been blogging for such a long time. it's because of the PSLE i guess. anyway, i'll just have to wait for two more weeks and i'll be seriously free! :/ many things are happening so fast in this period of time. SIGH! a big challenge, i guess. puff!

i still can't figure out how to do the spins for the jazz. aww, zhonglaoshi taught new steps and it was quite okay i guess. i hope he won't make it too difficult for us.

about the teachers' day celebration, it was a blast with party poppers. :D anyway, sim got a big scare from us cos of the bomb bags, party poppers and streamer spray. she was made to do the chicken dance with hongwei. you know the one that we watched in the movie, the commercial. hahas. you should have seen how she looked! she signed the contract for no homework and the lab. party party. mrs lazar looked like a pussycat when she danced. crazy woman!

vera and ele bought cake. (: (: (: though i only ate the kaya one. CELEBRATION CONCERT WAS OMG! the 5.1 girls let down their hair and wore those mini skirts which looked DISGUSTING! and i saw their AHEM AHEM! i think it's too gay to say out.

saturday sucks! i feel like cursing everyone who made me mad!

STUPID STUPID STUPID

in school again. (: hahas! pouring outside again, with thunder and lightning to be exact. phew! i thought that we'll never go to the lab again.

grah! got my results today. glad to know that my science and chinese are quite okay. (: but my maths and eng.. ): you should know what i mean then

i want to be in the dino world, with no studies, no teachers and ONLY DINOS! :D hey! but it won't be that nice if there isn't any modern technology.. grah! who knows? unless you have experience that before.

omg. school keyboard sucks! its making me typing wrong stuff! wtf.

anyway, i was gay just now. omg. i think its too gay for me to mention it here.

ohno! teacher's coming to this direction.

WHOOPE! ONE MORE EXAM TO GO! i still left my hmt but at least now, i'm free! (: (: (: oh wells, heck care that stupid hmt. gosh! anyway, science was pretty okay, better than the one i had in sa1. thank god!

gah! i'm becoming an ant! drinking sweetened drinks these few days is making me___. you know what i mean. AHEM! increase the calories, that's what i mean. grah! hmms, lets see. today was lychee tea and minute maid lemonade. mahirah treated me lt. (: she believed in hao ren you hao bao. :D

woo! venus rocks my world these few days. we did something like hmm, making fun of people!? let's give an example; gosh! i think i'll better not! cos it's rather gay! (x you can ask her. xD

i've got another lollipop! (: a strawberry and yogurt one. lalala.

kangxun was qianbian! i and wenlu asked him where he lived and know what he said? three something something. okay, that's fine. won't force him to tell out. then we asked him his maths marks and he said "some number. " GRAH! i feel like punching his face. >.<

went to lot1 for my pencil and marker. the rexgrip pilot rocks! (: i chose a black one. and for the zig marker, its a yellowish-orangey colour.

TOMORROW'S SCIENCE SUPP AND COURSE, have to wake up early again. hais..

I LOVE YIMEI LOTS! (: (: (: she is my good fwen! haha. anyway, i just talked to her this morning about the AHEM AHEM! joey told me bout the thing too. i musn't write it out or the person will come after me for trouble. :/ well, morning was a singing lesson! xD we sang national songs again.. AHA! i think that reach out for the skies and my island home 2006 are the nicest of all i guess. :D

5 MORE DAYS COUNTDOWN TO NATIONAL DAY! hahaha. ohwells! i love the lessons when mrs yeo came cos teachers won't be in a stormy mood and 'll plan super interesting lessons for us. like today, mrs yeo came to our MT class and mdm new was like AHEM AHEM! get what i mean? last year in the same situation, mrs yeo (or is it mrs choy?) came to 5.9'05 and mrs chan was ULTRA bright! she showed us finding nemo movie and do a passive voice worksheet. (:

wtf. wenlu poured my lychee tea (some of it) away cos i shake her coke and it "flew" it out when she opened her bottle cap then i had to pay for it by my lychee tea. fucking damn. (no offence) lalala. mrs lazar told us to do a compo in eng PSLE booklet so after supp, i had to climb up to forth floor for my locker cos my booklet is in it. oh whatever. anyway, i just realised that jingting is such a funny person. xD we went to digital studio to listen if our lyrics fitted in our song. okay, that's what we did.

#01- threw our bags outside the studio [that's rude i know]
#02- open the door and saw P4/5 pupils filming the IPW
#03- slam the door [that's even ruder]
#04- look at the scenery [-.-]
#05- chatted
#06- the door was slammed and we went in [the pupils were oout! (:]
#07- went in studio
#08- explained to teacher that we only needed 10-15 minutes [and she agreed! :D]

haha. 8 simple steps and we got in! (: hohoho. we're a bunch of genius! (: haha, self-praise! xP and the lyrics did fit the song! (: that's jingting's effort i think. haha. walked home with wenlu.

i was made to eat a bottle of medicine and shit to say that, it's TOTALLY DISGUSTING! yucks and pui! ): AHHHH

whoope! (: MY PIGGYBANK WAS FINALLY FULL WITH $$! (: (: (: yipee! now i can double my savings. yay! yay! yay! :D and i LOVE the lychee pink! (:

our class had a major reshuffle of seats and i had to sit beside venus. AHHHH mrs lazar cock eye and blah blah blah. i moved a seat forward and venus moved two seats forward! xD ohmygosh. ELE ACTUALLY VOLUNTEERED TO SIT BESIDE HALIM! omg. can you believe it?!

I LOVE JINGTING WITH ALL MY HEART! (: cos both of us are crazy! xP

lemon tea, you piece of shit! AHHHH i hate you. stupid lemon tea gave me cramps! sickening ass. oh whatever. i had a RED ice pop. (: and jingting had an icecream! xD

i'm crazy today! (: i asked jingting, shiyong, nat, kennerd, lixian, venus, sihan, hinchi, priscilla and xuanen, "lemontea or lychee tea?" cos i wanted to drink one of them for lunch and i guess i made the wrong choice of lemon tea. OHWELLS! i shall just stick to my old lychee tea from today onwards. (: (: (:

listening was pretty easy i think. after all, it's already over. no point thinking of it anyway. all right, mdm new gave LEAD ASSIGNMENTS! ): what a dread! there was 3 i suppose.

anyway, I'M LYCHEE OF THE FRUIT FAMILY! (: well, i must take a look of that blog. i'm stealing hinchis name. OHWELL! ://

what a dread! the digital studio wasn't open! ): ohwell! jingting and i had to make a miss for it but that's not all, we ran up and down the stairs for 3 times or is it 2?! i suppose!

WOOHOO! mdm new said that my chinese oral was NOT BAD kay. (: (: (: yipee! :D double joy for the world!! though prisc yy was the highest of all. haha

i played truth or dare with jingting, hinchi and leejy. then i had to say a "i love you" to nat and i really did! :X ahhhhh i hope he didn't get the wrong idea cos it meant to be a joke! xP rumours are getting so fast nowadays. i hope that people won't believe it. hope that everyone was deaf during that time! HAHAS! xP

I'M MARRIED TO MYSELF! (: (: (: i put on hinchi's ring on the right finger and right hand in chinese supp! so now i'm currently mrs leong! xD that's lame enough!

OH SHUCKS! today's dance sucks! NO JAZZ NO FUN! alicia and i played slapping. ooh, though we didn't slap really hard. :D

after dance, went to grandma's house to CELEBRATE! whoosh! there's lots and lots of food, i guess. but almost all tasted disgusting. i ate 7 fish nuggets! :D haha, addicyed to it.

kays. yesterday oral SUCKS! esp english! ): so difficult!

another lychee tea (: ooh i think i've been drinking too many lychee teas. AHHHH i must control myself!

woohoo! mrs lazar cancelled supp. whoope (: she read our spelling in so many pitches. haha xD stayed back till 3 for the garage band project. OUR LYRICS WAS A LOVE SONG! and of course, it's not me who created it (i don't have that kind of talent) xP it's my dear jingting and vera who created it (: it's kind of funny though, well i hate singing! HATE! xP xin rong wore her blouse inside out. and thank goodness! vera didn't notice it. venus, you piece of ****! you owed me $1 oh whatever. i love CINDERELLA! (: both by singers were wonderful and i finally got the lyrics!

CINDERELLA
Cheetah Girls
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory

I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me

I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no-one elseI'd rather rescue myself

Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am
Don't need nobody taking care of me

I will be there for him just as strong as he, will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be, an equal thing

I can slay, my own dragon
I can dream, my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free

ooh, i drank lychee tea again! (: it rocks! (to me) haha, i found $2.50 in my nightmare before christmas bag. i'm so blur. i was flipping for my tissues and magically, i found money! ((: lixian got scolded by mrs lazar cos of she got piano exam and didn't tell the teacher. oh please! i don't even think that there's a need kay.

chinese supp was fun fun fun! (: we played the jie long. and leejy, yinren and jane were the last ones and they had to perform something and they all ended up telling riddles! i got 33 for my chinese compo! the one for the competition, i wasn't chosen though mdm new wanted me to type it out. GRACE WAS SELECTED! i'm so proud of myself. (: nat pasted a smiley sticker on my book and i pasted onto hinchi's book then xuanen, then sihan and then back to nat then me, then sean lee and then jiahao! and back to me again and i pasted it on jiahao's back! then i don't know where it had landed.




hohoho MERRY CHRISTMAS! (:

dance was GAY! xDxD the jazz moves were so funny and abit gay though. xP haha, i turned rusty though i practised alot. strange. oh whatever. I HOPE THAT I'LL BE ABLE TO STAY AT HHK UNTIL NEXT YEAR cos performance's next year..

bored here. there's no one to chat with me in msn. she's not online yet. OHWELLS! i'll do my plastic worksheet then

it's a myraid of colours! (: the hall was full of different colours! haha, everyone was wearing their own nice nice outfit except for some who worn their school suits. i looked funny with that pink shirt, haha. lol!

I LOVE LIPING'S VEST! (: (: (: omg. it's so cool! with the cute hat and ruen's shirt was nice too. (: i was hoping that mrs lazar would be so sick that she could not come to school and 6.3 would be free! xD that's true. with her around is a dread seriously. made satay yea. a fruit one. wenlu's satay was colourful! mine was dull, there's only a colour: yellow. xDxD stupid mrs lazar only gave us 15 min to do our satays which turned out to be only 5 minutes! wtf.

art was shitty too. we must draw faces. oh whatever. i drew mine and one eye turned out to be bigger than another and the hair sucks! oh whatever. i was given a art badge! (: (: (: what a lame thing. haha. english supp was icky cos lazar dragged 15 minutes of our time. she was all the way talking to ms sitra and didn't bothered about us and i asked for the washroom and she gave me that stupid look. whatever. i drank lychee tea! (: (: (: omg it's so nice (: i think i'll drink it every friday kay.

shiyong is GREAT! she donated 30cents to me! (: my wallet-saving fund is still going on! DONATE ME MONEY! (:

just came back from lot 1. (: had lunch at kfc with mom. i had the shrooms meal and mom had the mushroom chicken chop. lol! bought dark blue rubberbands. (: (: (: later teacher check hair and scold stupid stuff. -.- i went home myself cos mom went to buy bread. haha.

i want to watch PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: DEAD MAN'S CHEST!

iced red tea with LEMON rocks! (:

dance was okay. we didn't get to learn jazz but infact, we did those normal stuff that we did long time ago. gees. i pushed to my limits for the splits. I LOVE THE SPLIT JUMPS! (: (: (: it was raining again. lol! -.- there's not enough plastic bottles in the house! oh shit. oh whatever.

omg. my left hand was both red and swollen. i and jingting played the scissors paper stone game. when your opponent lose, you can beat her as hard as you can and see, my hand is swollen la! joey too, she beat so hard and i was pro, i hit jingting and there was my handprint! (: she must be honoured cos my handprint is on her palm. haha. i had to wash my hand under the running tap it was like walao so pain.

mrs sim gave out a new maths booklet today. 5 pages to complete a homework. (: 1 page to go. mrs lazar was abit cranky today. here we were in the computer lab again, completing our stories. i still haven't finished mine. had to go back to classroom at 9.30am, other classes also had to do their stories. whatever. went through worksheets like was so damn boring. and my stupid shit red pen had no ink! i just realised that being a monitor had powers! (: i can walk around when there's no teacher around and i and weisheng can go to the general office to put the attendance every morning during mrs sim lesson. (: supp was okay (: lucky, mrs lazar went out at 2.45pm and gladly that we could do our stuff.i was lucky enough for not being called up to read the text (: (: (: 6.4 boys came to make a mess at 3.00pm. that stupid junhan kept making a fuss and said "class dismiss! everybody can go home, i am new teacher, greet me." i was like -.-. that's so lameshit la! oh please, no one will listen to his crap.

viewpoint was funny, i guess. kennard, dhabitah and joey spoke. (: kennard spoke about the worldcup and dhabitah did the same. joey spoke about playing computer games: both positive and negative effects. kennard said ' italy' to 'yi-ta-ly' and mrs lazar warned him to pronounced it as 'yi-te-ly' and not 'yi-ta-ly'. haha, and when he spoke the wrong way on stage, the whole class laugh like siao. (: really, it's so funny and he spoke wrongly for twice. art was nice too. we finally had art ((: and nigel said 'oh shit' to 'oh seat', without pronouncing the 'sh' sound. the group there was laughing like mad, me too, laughed like a maniac. haha. my national penant SUCKS! and i've decided to do a new one. mrs sim praised venus for her whatsoever good work of her own. SHE'S A FAKER! all those background are from last years' booklet. yucko!

just had an icecream and sadly, it's a vanilla one, not CHOCOLATE! boo hoo. i must burn all my extra calories by jogging 6 rounds tomorrow (: i'm in a chocolate heaven (: i bought a hairband, finally. a thick one, but not the thickest but i thought that i doesn't look so nice anymore and the pink is too light. and i finally bought a RED marker and RED pen! (: now i wouldn't keep complaining that my pen doesn't have any ink. yipee! and that marker cost me lots! i wanted to buy the gelly thingy pen, red too but i guess i don't have enough money with me so i didn't buy. it shines kay. i swear that i'm going to write an autograph using all the red pens, markers, oil paint which i had. AND IT'S GOING TO BE SO HOT! ((: oops! i think i'm getting too obsessed.

i'm hoping to watch PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN: DEAD MAN'S CHEST soon. (: (: (: johnny depp was so SISSY! xD haha

i was super late this morning but thanks to me, i was still quite early. cos i gobbled up my breakfast in 5 minutes and i was quite uncomfortable when i reached school. i put super many pins on my hair today. (: (: (: and there was 11 total and just blame my messy hair.

shiyong wanted to vomit and i asked yueqi for a candy and she did really had one! (: i have supernatural powers! xP ohmygosh. i've always thought that candies would relief the vomiting level but shiyong's case proved me wrong. lalala. i got 2 hi-chews altogether from jingting! (: hey! jingting LOVES me kay. (: (: (: jingting gave shiyong one hi-chew too. it's cola flavoured and i was like ohmygosh having to think about it cos it's been ages that i've drank coke. haha.

wtf. now, i not only feel like slapping her face, i also felt like pulling her hair down, that irresponsible woman! she brought us down to the computer lab which i loved but make it to a unpleasant lesson. i wanted to punch her face. we were doing our stories and my stupid computer had a serious problem and i just can't turn it on and this made my day even more unpleasant. i called the teacher to help me ( not her, she won't be so nice ) then i squatted down and take a look at joey's work while waiting for the teacher to fix my computer. then that crazywoman came and said that i had no sense, 5th sense. 6th sense or whatever for not taking a chair and sit down. wtf. teacher fixing my computer a while only what. i feel like slapping her face. then i need to retype my story in another computer. then suddenly she wanted to check our stories and i and jingyi also haven't type finish our stories. she too, the pem thingy did not respond, so she typed it at hinchi's computer. then when she was checking on mingqian's story, she keep screaming here and there saying, "this punctuation should be there not here!" and other stuff. oh whatever. i just feel like slapping her face. and there she goes telling us how horrible our english is, like as if her english is a blast. we did two stories together, a fully completed one and a one eighth completed one. gees. she took 10 minutes of our recess time for just going up to the classroom to take our homework. and it's not until i've finished my food when the whistle suddenly blew. i had no time to visit my home (TOILET! xP) and my dear cooler wasn't filled yet so i told jingyi to help me fill it. yaha. but luck was on my side, we were not the latest though. phew! (: (:

mrs sim was away during art lesson and of course, there's no art. and mr lau took over. when we went back to the class, so glad that mrs sim was not there, but we made a big mistake. it's better to have mrs sim than that lau there. when he was there, the whole class was so calm, no one dared to breathe a word. but only i passed a note to ru en but she don't dare to throw back to me. oh whatever. but luckily he was there for 30 minutes only. (: joy for the world! (: (: (: i've incredibly survived after a half hour without talking. i'm the hero! (: i stole a nugget from shi yong but i paid her 30cents back. (: i'm nice kay. (:

wtf

REDKILLS

SVPS OPENHOUSE AND 6.3 ROCKS!

one word about everything : ROCKS! (:


6.3 food stall sold cornflake cookies, popcorn, pudding, ice lychee/longan/grass jelly! (: other stalls only sell one type of stuff, then we sell so many. we put in lots of effort and i was proud of myself. gees. 6.2 sold roti and kaya. so icky poo! like as if someone will buy like that. that type of stuff at home also can eat. eat until very sian lol! then here sell again. we sold finish all our food! (: cos we keep half price when left out alot. then our game alot people play cos every game got free milo. whether win anot also got.


BREAK DOWN! i love the moves for the jazz. it's like so cool and all is attituded like that can. ohmygosh, i think i getting crazy again.


6.3 AND OPENHOUSE ROCKS

I LOVE MY FEMALES! (: i went to school at 7.15am though i was supposed to come at 8am. i and wenlu promised to come early early for fun! waha! i was the earlybird and i am SO proud of myself for being so early. -.- kevin was the second to come in our class, then my dear, mad, crazy, berserk wenlu came!! :D whoope! i gave my poster to wenlu and my soccer ball was icky poo! all is black but i got colour it red but only it's not visible.

i thought that the 6.3s are the only ones helping mrs lazar, but unexpectedly, 6.4s and other P4s were here. teachers are sometimes damn. if we don't do things properly, i mean doing not the same way but the outcome of the thing is still the same, they will talk till our ears explode okay. like as if we don't know how to do, is like we wanted to make it nice and neat. we crashed the paper off like as if we didn't care, but i actually didn't care. me, jingting and venus worked in a group and drew a poster. i drew everything and coloured a teeny weeny part of it. i love venus's bargain$, it's like a fire and it's so cool please. but our shirt and handbag destroyed everything. we have no patience and we just scribbled it with many colours and it looked terrible but mrs lazar said it was nice. hell yeah, maybe it does cos it's still a beautiful art. and i bet she's saying it in a sarcastic way. i quickly ran away after i finished the one and only poster.

i went up and see how the other 6.3s are doing. then went down again and tell weisheng to take me to the 6.3 games stall. ru en gave me a water balloon(: poof! what luck! the boys were scolded by miss lim. i just stood aside to see the good show. (: it's a luck to see the boys getting scolded. i am so KPO! /: me, yenjun, jingting and jiaen stayed back until 3 something.

we helped miss lim alot! and miss lim was nice. she shouted that we, the 6.3s could do it " 3 cheers for 6.3! hip hip hurray! hip hip hurray!" oh my gosh, it's so cool and people are staring at us like nerds but we didn't care cos they don't even have the opportunity to do that. MISS LIM ROCKS LIKE HELL! only when she's nice and friendly (: (: (: we had a busy busy busy day! i kept running and down the stairs to let my hyper energy get off me. i threw my water balloon at the tennis court. poof! and the water balloon is gone! lol-.- as i said, me, yenjun, jingting and jiaen stayed back. and venus too. we treaded the flags that miss lim printed out ( minus venus). we tread like siao cos the flags kept shift here and there and it's superman irritating. and super unlucky, there was big wind and one time, it blew our flags away and we chased the flags to get it back to the same place. i had a height phobia then i didn't dare to climb up the chairs to put the posters cos the chairs also very shaky. we treaded the flags until when you play the game, you can feel the atmosphere like you'll a player in the fifa worldcup! xP that's hard work okay and somemore it's last minute preparation. i went home with yenjun. coming to school at 7am tomorrow or maybe earlier cos i helpful what and i can't be lazypig so i decided to help miss lim and I AM NOT GOING TO WEAR THE SANDWICH BOARD AND GIVE OUT SMALL PAMFLETS! xP

the songs in bigger album rocks! (: and i finally found the song which we danced hiphop last year for the dance camp! (: I AM SUPER DOUBLE JOYFUL! joy for the world! goshgoshgosh! /:



JAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZ
JAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZJAZZ

wtf. my cough is getting worse and dad haven't buy me new specs yet. FISHFISHFISH sigh. i doubt that he'll buy the thick red one for me cos i go see other shops, that kind of specs very expensive can. all $100+, even almost $200. i want optical 88's dual function lense's frame! red colour and thickthick one la! it rocks la i tell you. whoope! 0 homework left (: yay yay yay. the optical 88 also can make your horoscope specs. if i made mine, it'll be green colour which is so icky poo! xP i saw the thick pink hairband at aries. i've decided that other colours would do nicer at first but nevertheless, it sucks on my head! xP

dried strawberries are nice okay (: (: (: though it'll make my cough worse. xD

i've been drinking cups and cups of herbal tea and it's so ICKY POO! wanna puke already. i tell you my usual routine these few days is drink herbal tea, eat medicine and COUGH! and this will repeat for hours! xDxD hey, serious okay. don't believe it's fine with me lol.

i was practising my dance today and i was spinning spinning and spinning. then my rubberband dropped off and "flew" out of the window and landed on ground floor. oh my goodness! bleh, had to go down and pick it up before anybody picks it before me. duh! and it's so dirty! darn gross and icky poo. had to wash it of course. i was sweating over and washed my hair ONLY. (: nice smelling shampoo! ((:

I WANNA RAIN MY DAY AWAY
so that i can avoid my coughs and NOT to suffer with it. xPxPxP

BOO!

I LOVE NUMBER 88 AND MANGO CAKE! <3

total savings for this week: $6 :D whoope! $6.90 more to buy my op wallet! =D

i've launched a new wantlist of my own.

op wallet;
red specs; ( thickthick one)
red nike bottle;
REDHOT album;
BIGGER album;
thick pink hairband;
7370 nokia phone;
7610 nokia phone;
beng-Q siemens EF81 phone;
dance stuff;
more earrings;

whoope! yesterday, dad promised me that i could have my new specs! (: i want the red one! :D thick one too! yahahaha. i am seriously saving for my wallet! ahhhh.. saving spree! i think that there's no such thing as 'saving spree'. -.- went to watch runaway vacation. it was a serious comedy! the ending song that they had sung was CUTE! (: oh shit! # I AM SICK! i had a terrible sorethroat and i don't think i can hardly talk tomorrow 'cos my sorethroat is getting worse! xP i still eat chocolate biscuit for break xP JINGTING, LOVE YOU! <3

i hate it i hate it! it's so stupid and dumb. science is practically driving me crazy! dad is revising science with me every night which takes half hour?! and he owes me 20 minutes of internet just because of asking these stupid questions, AHHHHHHH.. i don't care now. i'll just use the computer until 10.20pm, i'll just see what he can do. wasting my time AND wasting his time too! must well don't ask the dumbohead questions, everyone also happy what, make everyone so in a shitty mood for what. whatever whatever whatever. when he's scolding me, i'll just pretend that i am listening but my heart is not. i'll just be thinking of other stuff while he's wasting his precious energy by scolding me. that's what i always do. xP well, i've set some rules for myself to obey in case i get too overboard!

1. no speak vulgar for more than 10 times a day.
2. save at least eighty cents a day IF i stay back.
3. no going to opposite school playground to play after school
4. finish ALL my homework, which means no leaving any blanks
5. not to on the radio speakers to loud ( just in case i get deaf! xP )

hahaha; only 5 rules (: but i think i'll break rule1 the most! hahaha, i like speak vulgar for like more than 30 times a day?! i know that i'm horrible. xP i am controlling myself to shut up when i want to say it. :X

had bread and bubble tea for lunch. my tea was peppermint milk tea. sis's was chocolate milk tea :D bread was my same old two one again: crabstick and hamandpotato. the crabstick tasted a bit yucky today. there's garlic in the cheese! YUCK! i ABSOLUTELY detest garlic! hamandpotato was practically still okay (: had to tidy up my table and cupboard. eeeeks! it was like so untidy and dusty! * cough cough * the dust is driving my sensitive nose crazy! i was practically sneezing my nose away. errr.. DUSTDUSTDUSTDUST! i was proud of myself in the end. it turned out SO neat (: i practised dance today. pushed up right to my limits. i can't afford to lose out anymore. the whole class is skipping dance for two weeks. stupid la! zhonglaoshi go beijing then no teacher take over the class so no class lor.. :/ mom treated me and sis potato chips. and there is the worldcup t shirts keychains which are like so cool?! woohoo! (: i hanged it on my wallet. i changing my wallet soon to a OP one.. but first, i must save money! that's why i must save eighty cents a day (: i wonder how many eighty cents i must save.. sigh!

LOVE THE AQUARIUM <3
LOVE THE STARFISH <3

haha lameshit! for the mathsthinktank program, we created our maths game, and ours was called The Aquarium Challenge. well, i was proud for the effort i put in, and the outcome of our game was perfectly OH MY GOODNESS! it turned out nicer than i thought, far far and much much nicer (: i created maths sums which really cracked my brains. of course it made me think, if it does not, the course won't be called thinktank. i played the game with my aquarium and i ended up having the most money left! xP we are the winner for all, we had the most points and scored the most for the game. i know its kind of lame but you can't possibly blame me right. that's what me, the lame people always do.. xD and do you know what we got? a small note, a pen and a small and nice file. i got a thomas and friends one. i thought that it was childish but i still took it. bleh.. pufferfish and clownfish fighted for the winnie the pooh set. that's real childish. xP no offence please.

the moonflag la! spoil everyone's mood! just because of her stupid childish babyish attitude, everyone has to give in to her! like obvious, it's impossible! she shit la, she let me write her auto still say i grade her so low. people grade her low so what? that's the fact what. we WON'T give in to her okay. like as if she so clever like that. somemore, she even complained to our english course teacher that she have no friends and fake stuff like that. errrr.. it's totally unbearable!! well, i decided not to hate anyone anymore. it takes up strength to hate someone. why not just enjoy life and stop nonsense? though i still joined the anti- sluts blog, but it's for those funfun type. i just read around la, help them put blogskins, tagboard and link all people something like that. anyway, daniel powter's BAD DAY rocks. (:

Bad Day,
Daniel Powter
Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

REBECCA THE CLOWNFISH
LEEJINGYI THE PUFFERFISH
HAITING THE STARFISH! <3
LIMJINGYI THE GOLDFISH
ELEANOR THE CRAB
HINCHI THE JELLYFISH
LIXIAN THE SALTEDFISH
} together, they form THE AQUARIUM

i feel that i am so crazy 'cos i did a super weird thing today. i went to bathe okay. then, i used the body foam instead of the shampoo to wash my hair. xP but when i found out, it was like too late. i have already washed my hair with the shower foam and water it away! xD haha, that's why i say i am weird. -.-

I BOUGHT MENTOS SOUR MIX AGAIN!! xD

ki've had enough of this and i cannot bear it anymore! to think my best friends actually backstabbed me. mrs1, mrs2, mrs3, mrs4: all the betrayers. of course, they are my worst enemies. this is totally obnoxious! this is the first time and last time that i am doing this. i'm going to confront them and see what they can do. do they mean faking to be my friend bring them to somewhere? the answer is NO! their acting skills are lesser that zero! you thought that i wouldn't know and you're actually wrong. you also think that everyone is going to side and suck up with you all. do you think that you four are so clever? so what if that you're in that first and second best class? it's totally nothing! having high IQ but low EQ is totally nothing! even if you're clever, you wouldn't have any friends! you didn't like me just because that i'm with the people you hated? whatever. who do you think you are anyway? do you think that everybody will listen to you and do what you say? they'll only think tat you're jabbering nonsense. okay, it's now or never. as i've said, you didn't like me just because i'm with the person you hated. you can't possibly control people right? evrybody have their own choice of choosing their own friends. even if you didn't like her, you'll have just to bear with it! don't you ever tell me that you can't bear with it, i've bear with people for so many times and can't you just do it for that only time? ohwells, maybe i'll just talk to the four walls. there's nothing to talk through your thick brains. and why should i do this to myself? what am i doing? i'm actually talking to the people who hated me to their sense. it's useless; they're hopeless! why must i do this anyway? they are just blockheads who think that they are always right. well, i don't care! yiteng bought greentea, then i bought green tea too. and they say that i am a poser of yiteng! i can tell you that i'm not! does it mean when somebody bought something and another bought the same thing is a poser? no right?? if that's so, there would be millions of posers in our school! we're eating the same thing as others everyday, and does it mean that we should hate each other? okay, if you bought lemon tea and i say that you're the poser of 5.7'05 people, would you like that? oh, please! who are you and why must i listen to you? i don't see that you're reasonable! to think i treasured the friendship i had with you and trusted you with my secrets. are you going to blow them out or keep it to yourself? of course, everyone would want to see their enemy getting in to trouble! who would be exceptional?! who would want them to have a good ending? okay, enough of them. there's no end talking to them. they've done too many evil deeds. someone will stop them eventually...

i've tasted the mentos sour mix today and it actually turned out nice!! (: SOURMIX! <3 whoa.. somemore is limited edition! ooooooh, i am getting excited talking about that!! there's grape, green apple and pineapple flavour. absolutely chewy! CHEWCHEWCHEW! lurrrrrrrrrrrrrrveee it! woo hoo! i think that i'm crazy about this candy! chewy and sour and nice!! (: hahahahha.. i bought it after school. actually i wanted to buy milo bar at first, but i changed my mind in the end. anyway, both of them cost the same!

i waited for ele for like 30 minutes after school?! leejingyi too. she also waited with me, but not for ele, but reb. that ms lim la! talk so long for what? waste saliva only! still scold people somemore! shit arr... what the hell! lucky mom nv scold me for being late. haha, ele walked me home and told me all about the mrs1, mrs2, mrs3, mrs4 how they backstabbed me. i don't want to talk about them anymore, it's going endless! they're just a huge bunch of freaks!! who would want to care them anyway? I'VE EATEN THE WHOLE TUBE OF MENTOS SOUR MIX!





OHIT'SSOSOURSOURSOUR; MOMMYWHERE'SMYSWEETDRINK?

AIN'T WANNA PLAY!! (:

once again, went for dance. we did the same old stuff, the usual ones. zhonglaoshi is not teaching any new stuff anymore which made our lesson so boring and restless, repeating the things over and over again. it's like a roundabout land. again and again and again.. ermm.. i remembered zhonglaoshi teaching fanshen, but we learn it long ago, but zhonglaoshi just want to revise it. but some new people who just joined us this year haven't learn it yet, so we went extra slow again. gosh! my skin broke when i was doing xiaotiao and was like extra pain?! awwwwwe.. shower all the way.. it was raining all the way from toapayoh to choachukang. oh my goodness! i was so damn drenched. ohwells, i didn't care much either.

the chewing gum which alicia gave me last sunday was still in my bag. i didn't notice it until i repacked it this morning. i woke up at 5.30am, so early right? that's because i can't go back to sleep. if i could, i would rather sleep until 8am. ha! i am so lazy, boy! but i decided to stay in bed until 6.30am. i was like so not tired?! OHWELLS, i just did my homework. i waited for ele to go to school together, but she didn't appear, well, i must well walk to school myself first.

miss lim told me to take the attendance for class. i only never stand up then she scold me. what the_ like shit la! i didn't care, i really didn't care. i just did what i should do and that's all. that darn seiwei go laugh at me, dumbheaded. i wanted to kick him actually but i decided not to say it in the end.

sports carnival was shitty, our game was shitty too! whatever, we were out when only first round la! nevermind, it's just a game, why let it destroy our moods? no use right. it's already over, why mention it anymore? IT'S JUST ONLY A GAME, WHY TAKE IT SO SERIOUS?

zthis is my 84th post! xD nice huh? -.- blog blog blog blog!



i personally feel that more and more people are starting to be cold to me. you should know what it means. i don't know why but i just have this strange feeling or maybe that i've said something unpleasant which seriously offended them. she was my best fren in P4, but now, we were extremely cold to each other. i don't care her anyway, she and her big mouth! i onced trusted and shared my secrets ith her, but do you know what she did? SHE SPREADED AND ANYHOW ADDED UNTRUE FACTS! and she left me there, clearing out what's going out there in the world! what is this?! she speaks without thinking! whenever she's talking to me now, i'm telling her to shut up before i get my secrets blown up again! i know that it's rude okay but it's for our own good, who would want this to happen?

today's check up was freaky!! xD i was 151cm and 34kg! (: that's cool. my nurse says that i am a little underweight! (: my eyesight was shitty, surely need to change specs again, sigh! i <3 my nurse! she's fierce, nevertheless, nice. she was extremely nice to me!! :D my first ject was a short sharp pain, but it didn't last so long as the second one! the second one was needed to drink medicine which was like so bitter and sour! second ject was numb and pain, i was freaked out!! the medicine made my frens drowsy but i felt as hyper as ever! (: it was still pain now, i was wondering how would i play for captain's ball! we can't just possibly give up, could we?

my right earhole was infected, there's a infection which was icky poo! there's blood around it and yellow sticky substance is coming out of it, it's really gross. me itchy hand la! keep on take in take out the earring, see now until got infection, i'm not going to change my earring so oftten again. change change change change! this is the horrinle ending okay. you'll be really disgusted when you sees it, but it's quite okay now, the blood is washed away! not so yuaky anymore.

wahahaaha! dance was super and darn hyper (: cherwan can't continue dance for a term. why? hais.. i am going to miss her; and i hope she misses me too! xD

let's see.. who didn't come today for dance.. cher, siping, ziqing, caina. it was extraordinary, zhonglaoshi let us do the yajian which really stretched me up! the shuaiyao was okay, i saw myself upside down on the mirror! i was like a bat hanging on the higher walls xD crazy; zhonglaoshi madde us crawl into the bars and made us do shuaiyao again. it makes me feel funny, like as if there's something blocking on my back. then, after doing those stuff that we mormally did, we did those fuba stuff and kicking! i hate my spins, i was like always losing balance and zhonglaoshi expected us to hold there, one-legged and as if we could. everyone of us only could hold there like only about 4 seconds?! zhonglaoshi said that we must get our basic balancing right before we could do some serious spinning, which i totally agree. spinning is all up to your balancing, if you lose your balance, everything will be a jumble. the beautiful curves will be gone!

there's a class in this afternoon, 1pm to 7pm. i didn't go cos it's so obvious that i can't go rite? i did pinzhuans, datiaos, liaotuidatiaos. i stumbled with the liaotuidatiaos cos' i am new to it, we just learn it! whatever. i die lers.. today stretch so much, what about my tomorrow's 1.6km run? i can't possibly tell teacher that i don't want to do it rite? who would be so dumb? of course everyone to kill all the runs we are having! i am prepared to get last for my run. it's not even the next day and i am having super pain ache on my legs. how possibly i am going to run? whatever, i will try my best then.

i decided to blog out the past few days' post. i didn't get to go online so i've decided to blog out all today!it's going to be super long! xD yenjun, i am sorry! -.- u wouldn't want to read anymore. ): 17 may, 19 may CHUNK TOGETHER! but obviously, first things first, so 17 may post will be here first.

mrs lazar let us make salad! (: i brought apple; lixian brought big bowl ( for mixing everything), raisin, peanut, lettuce, salad sauce, honey; nerd brought cultlary; shiyong brought potato, carrot. i stirred everything and it was colourful and mixed up! i actually wanted to put them in columns then we won't mix up apple with potato, raisin with peanut. nerd says that our salad was gross and didn't eat it, OHWELLS! me, sy and li can eat all up anyway!! our salad does look gross like what nerd says. i think i squeezed too much salad sauce and it was too saucy! SAUCY SALAD! <3 i saw 6.4 playing captain's ball (cb) whoosh! they have so many people, more than 10, but mostly are reserves, yea! i must really say that they are worst than us, but there is zhiyu there, and he is like so damn tall?! and our 6.3cb tallest is jing, but still shorter than zhiyu. we totally have no chance for our success. IT'S ONLY A GAME ANYWAY, THERE'S NO NEED TO BE SUCH A SORE LOSER! these caps lock words is a reminder to me and cb6.3. i bet junhan is going to make a big fuss out of it when they lose. i was too full after my salad and decided NOT to eat anything during recess. I SKIPPED A MEAL! mrs sim gave me milo nuggets and it melted and was so gross! all chocolatey and sticky in my hands! yucky chocolate. NAPHA SUCK! i'd rather not talk about it.

i still missed the saucy salad i had two days ago! <3 i gave weisheng rite my auto. lame.. mrs lazar told us two sad stories and ru en, the poor girl was so touched and cried out horribly. i was okay to those stories, i didn't know why my tears won't work at that time! what the fatty ass! i've decided not to blog anymore, though is not super long. i don't mind

HAITING WAITRESS IS HERE, AT YOUR SERVICE

hello! (: i blogged this all in school! in supp la, sim dunno 1, i dun care lar.. she tell us do the tutorial thing but it looked like no one is doing it! hahaha true mahhs. hin chi was funny! her pooh! what a nicebear! ohh, watever, i am practically so frustrated because of this keyboard which is so difficult to type or should i say press. SHIYONG IS MY DAUGHTER! <3 haha i am so nice la! poor lixian, her computer is facing mrs sim and cannot go other website. waha! my dear daughter is so guai! i'm so lame, i can't help it anyway. here are some questions that i always ask:

look at your right and what did you see?
hinchi and her DEAR POOH!

what is the person beside me doing?
ohh.. ermmm.. wait! yea, got it! finding sakura pictures! xD

turn to my back and what do i see?
2 unlogged computers cos' mrs sim can see what we are doing, unsafe, you know?

who made me so hyper?
MY DEAR DAUGHTER, LIXIAN, HINCHI, REB, DHABITAH!!! :D

what time is it now?
currently 2.32pm with32 seconds

all right, enough of blogging now, mrs sim is in a process of sending assignments. there are 4 now! what the bloody shit!

AFTER MUCH THINKING, I DECIDED TO BLOG THIS ALL IN CAPS LOCK! (: IT'S NICE ANYWAY AND IT MAKES WORDS STAND OUT MORE!! HAHA.. I AM SO SORRY, YENJUN! I AM NOT GOING TO WRITE SHORTSHORT! (: I'VE DECIDED TO WRITE EVEN LONGER POSTS NEXT TIME! HAHA.. ANYWAY, IT'S FINALLY AFTER EXAMS, WAHAHAHA LOL!-.-

CAPTAIN'S BALL PRACTISE WAS HYPER AND CRAZY! EVERYBODY WAS SO NICE, ALL OF THEM CAME FOR PRACTISE AND SOMEMORE THE PRACTISE IS I ORGANISE ONE HOR!! YOU SEE? PRO ANOT? LOL! I AM GETTING LAMER AND LAMER! OHWELLS! I SAT IN ELE CAR, WAHA! IT'S A SIX SITTER? OR IS IT A EIGHT SITTER? IT'S COOL, GAL! JING BROUGHT THE BALL WHICH IT WAS SO FUNNY! A BLUE ONE WITH WHITE FLOWERS! JING WORE ALL BLACK, VERA WORE SLIPPERS! xD THEY ARE CRAZY! HAHA. PRACTISE WAS EVEN WORST! WENT TO 214. WE ONLY PLAY FOR 45 MIN DEN THE STUPID 6.2 PPL COME DEN WE GO TO 423 THERE! WE WERE INSANE! WE PLAYED BASKETBALL INSTEAD CB! I SCORED 4 GOALS! SO PRO RITE? HAHA. JING KEEP EATEATEAT! WALAO! HAHA

AIYAH! TOO LAZY TO BLOG MORE LE.. LET'S STOP HERE THEN. I LOVE JINGTING, VERA, ELE, SHIYONG, VENUS, XUANEN, JIAEN.. THE 6.3 CAPTAIN'S BALL TEAM; THE EIGHT OF US!!

hcl exam was okay(: still can do! theres still one thing i hvn't settled in school. i don't know what is it, but i hv a great feeling that something big is going to happen. probrably i am going to fail my hcl exam? whatever. nobody wants to chat with me! boohoo): dear ele, lixian, daphne are not online.. let me list out the things that i really want to do now:

1. dancing my worries away
2. vomit out all the food i have eaten
3. watch the whole series of dachangjin
4. step into the world of okhballetcentre
5. try out all the dance shoes
6. chat with everyone that is online
7. want ele, lixian, daphne to be online
8. blog for twenty pages ( which is so impossible)
9. shop till i drop
10. step into the world of shoes
11. do finish all my exam papers which i OWED teachers
12. blog more
13. get my head on my pillow( SLEEP!)
14. get someone to be my medical girl
15. tell everyone who is the mastermind of my game.

haha! i can't really think of anymore to write! xD oh yes! 1 more, 2 more infact! (: - kill sim -kill lim

fight with a sword, die by a racket!

dun feel like putting pic in my blog post today.. not in mood! lixian was sad today :( awwww.. i took off my earstick today then cannot put back, whosh! i told shiyong help me put at the hole, and i stuff it in myself! =D POKE! hinchi and i are super ridiculous! we mad-crabed on friday, and poked today(: so fun! chinese lesson; kovasky was like a bit, ermm.. angry! lols-.- i dun care; oops! watever.. i after school keep pushing his table den he go hit hinchi! haha.. 1 homework! stupidsim.. SHIT! garageband lesson was ok! (: our music is SO SUCK! hongwei's group one was groovy. nice! OURS ARE LIKE SHIT!


what a freaking day!

lucky sim nv mention bout the incident yesterday!! (: if she does, i shit on her face arr.. 4 homework! i 2 lazy 2 do (: school was nice! i spit on shiyong face den she got so irritated and i laughed and laughed! den she just stared at me, looking darn confused! -.- like this! lol! ate lunch in school! =D played badminton with ele! both of us so lan! mahirah n xiaohui so good! (: but too bad dey games carnival join basketball!

today was terrible, esp. supp. i was not paying attention in sim's lesson. i passed lots of msg to cb ppl and sim didn't notice. (: den i keep changing the time of cb practice. until now, it's not really not very confirmed. gosh! i got 31 for chinese compo which i scribbled and rushed through it. haha. didn't bring pris's auto again. hais.. i so forgetful hors? heck lar.. i almost got into trouble. when we are climbing up the stairs, i n ele who are standing at the back stopped suddenly, den seiwei, which was from 6.2 stopped oso, collided with ele, den i n ele shouted biantai! den mdm new saw but only punished ele only, i am feeling so guilty,): assembly was dumb. they talk about the drugs thingy which i totally didn't listen to a single word!! (x. i made stars from ele paper. played with hinchi clay. it's all covered with glitter. i squashed mine into a star shapemand you may think i may think i am insane cos wad i did was all stars! (: all the glitter stuck onto my hand and it stinks!! so gross right? but i didn't mine. lols-.- drank milo for lunch only.. only can drink 1 packet milo only.. ): i wanted to break the record of 6 packets. awwww.. by then, i will hv a serious stomacheache and have a vomiting party with myself! (: haha i am so lame... ... anyway, i didn't have that kind of money. milo is nice!! =D and has a super strong milky taste which is quite suitable for those ppl who hates milk! ha! anyway, i think tt what i had just typed make no sense! i dun really care what i type anyway.. (: HAIITISINSANE!!haha now that i am gald that u noe this. i think i lost daphne's letter. oops! i shall just shut my mouth and not tell her anything. hahas... ...i was quite hyper after lunch! played catching, played pingpong, which was so lame... i was wet and sticky and was so gross, but got used to it!! xDxD this post ids getting a little too crappy, i shall just keep it short. (: mrs lazar said that i smiled too much during my oral. (: i do smile, walao! chua kaobeh 1 lor.. smile oso 1 2 minus marks for oral.. next time, i shan't smile!! * currently pissed with chua* i dun think i wanna type out the rest of the posts, not feeling the mood to blog today.. hais.. i think i am getting from bad to worst, agree? joey and mq are okay now. you may ask me why, but i have to say sth: feelings change, don't they?

hi again! i finally finished my homework, and that's so great! and i think i am going to be dead cos my chinese compo is getting a bit very naggy. oops! i dun think i can controll it, and its like no good sentences lor.. i mean there is lar.. but only got like 4 or 5?! i dun dare go put alot cos one time nat go chunk all the jiaju together then mdm new 1 him to redo, and that's what i dun 1 to happen to me. lols-.- that's so lame anyway.. i miss the madcrabing with hinchi and i must seriously admit that vera has alot of stamina. omg! she wed runrunrun den is like first few.. but alot ppl onli run 3 rounds, i ran 4 rounds! (: gees. i think vesak day practising captain ball lels. but i hvn't tell others.. cos still exam time, i dun 1 them to get too frustrated with this games carnival. =D

i am so pissed! blogger ate up my words, what the hell and when i pressed enter, it will be entered two times. i was made to drink herbal tea, anyway, i requested it cos' the lunch i ate was so greasy which was so gross! xD looks like i can't type out my list of questions.. this blogger is making me crazy!! AHHHHH... i think i have a matter to deal with this.. and i think i got it!! (:

W O U L D Y O U P R E F E R . . . . . .

soup maggi or dry maggi: souped (:
apple juice or orange juice: apple juice
chinese dance or ballet: DUH! BOTH <3>

W H A T ' S Y O U R D R E A M . . . . . .

weight: 45kg
height: 165 cm
ambition: choreographer; dancer!
house: a condo will do nicely. =D
handphone: 7370NOKIA&7610NOKIA!!
shoe: flipflops
mp3: i don't know
hairstyle: rebornated
spectacles: don't want. i want contact lenses!!
pal: loves dance, loves me. (:
studio: one which meant for dance.
behaviour: a little crazy, eccentric and alot of dance
meal: 6 packets of iced milo!! xD

arber unlucky. ): i found out how much i got for my listening compre. i feel like punching myself. i ALMOST failed it. i will never ever blog out how much i got, its simply too lan to get it posted. i am super depressed, i didn't feel that i will ever get such crazy marks. i even got one whole text wrong. WHY AM I SO STUPID?! at lunch, i bought my food, sat down, started eating my food, then whoever person, june or weisheng go and spray water on my back. plained water or sweetened water? who knows? only the person who hates me will know that. whoever who read this please dun get offended. its a great deal, i felt like throwing myself into the drain...

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english oral day 2. mrs chua didn't come to take our oral. mrs raja came instead. i personally feel that it isn't fair to the oral day 1 ppl cos' mrs chua's standard is so much much higher than mrs raja andden, mrs raja like almost giv every1 highhigh marks. maybe cos' she isn't the real oral tcher and when she need to do the oral den very bushuang den anyhow giv the marks. i am not wrong, rite? i wanna protest, PROTEST!! there is science nsw. yipee! (: i am not one of them, so dun get it wrong. i, sy, hinchi are pros!! i n sy finished our hw in half hour. actually we cheat a bit, a teeny weeny bit only. sy did half of e science paper, n i did another half, den we copy anses. heehees, so evil!! (x recess was okay(: sy n joey are humourous!! shiyong is apple; joey is watermelonstrawberryhoneydew. xDxD i dun even noe how dey started this horrible fight! y apple? cos apple is sweet and heart shaped! ( tt's wad joey says but its kind of not like it!) y watermelonstrawberryhoneydew? cos strawberry is red ( represents love!) and it is heart shape! ( seriously better than apple), honeydew is sweet too! watermelon? i dun really noe the reason. shiyong came up wif it!! i cut myself with a paper. it's all tt stupid dummy foolscape's fault!! shit face! i, ele, sy, joey, hinchi, reb stay back secretly. oops! i 4get today no supp. (x paiseh. played catching though i noe its kinda lame! xD joey wanted to catch me, i sprinted, she sprinted too, but i was faster. she didn't expect to be so fast lels. she thought i run very slow 1 lor..joey say tt her stamina gd, i wanted to test out den i b catcher den i go catch her, didn't sprint, i jogged slowly instead to see howlong she can run. but she can only run 4 only a little while! ha! i pui, PUI, PUI!! aww.. reb fell. her skin fell off n left a bloody spot on her leg. i didn't look; i might faint. sry to reb if i offended u.): i told reb to rest first, later ok den join us. mr koh n mr lau went around schl to xunluo, esp. parade square. dashed to the library. finished my chinese compre! yay! (: no hw lers. i tried my sit n reach; deproved! i so lan. i tried out my splits; left, right, middle. i went down for all! =D exceptionally good after chinese dance on sunday! gees. it's a miracle! burnt lots of calories!! some 6.2 boys playing bb outside schl, at 213 block there. they play so LAN. oops! anyway, i dun mind offending them, they OFFEND US 2! i think i n reb laugh too loudly den one of them spotted us! oops! stupid qinghe say tt i was dere! wad the bloody freaking shit! dere will be big news tomorrow; bad ones, embarrassed ones, shocking ones. i am delibrately shutting up my mouth :X hees, PE tomorrow, whopees! liping gave me a bead chain which she made it herself, although.. ah hem.. the colour combination is a bit too weird. but wad counts is the matter of heart! (:

this is my last time to be online, so wad i must say must be said now, right at this very moment. many things happened in school; both happy and sad ones.. First things first, k? i only have 6 home work. haha so good lor.. xD normally weekend like got more than 10?! but unexpectedly got 6 only.. MUHAHAHA.. lixian didn't come to school, i so boring lers.. no one to talk to. shiyong damn quiet, me n her nutty to talk about, so i must well dun talk, dun need waste my energy. mrs sim sucks!! now then i realise it, i've gone through much thinking about her, i find her.. ah hem.. u noe the circle thing rite? i totally dun noe wad she is trying to talk about and wad so ever formuler. JOEY HEAD INFRONT OF ME SO BIG!! I CANNOT SEE ANYTHING!!!!! fuck that black milk/ yam paste!! wahahahaaha.. eng lesson was interesting. (not supp.) we went to computer lab and create our own story, fairytale. my fairytale title was the magical moment. i dun noe y i want this title.. my instincts tell me so that this title is suitable for my nice little fairytale. they give us some pictures then we form our story. we are the little authors. mine was a crazy and ridiculous one. a male went to the woods to play ball, den the ball fell into a well, den a frog jumped out of the well, help the male to take his ball, male kissed the frog, frog turned into a beautiful princess, princess took male back to her castle and of course, they lived happily ever after. this is just a brief discription. (: rather ridiculous rite? but it's so sweet. i almost finished my story; hinchi's story was lost among the books! :X hais.. she need to redo lers.. i saw the anti- potato finally. now i noe hu the potato is liao.. quite mean, but it maybe VERY mean to some of you.. its about flirt and stuff like that. watever. 6.3 went bugloan. i found a jw book, secrets. when we 1 2 borrow, the stupid librarian say computer under maintenence, cannot borrow any books. walao. we spend so damn much time in the library, den in the end tell us dun borrow any books? tt's totally obnoxious! most of us left our last borrowed books in class. and i am one of em'. i am too lazy, heck care lars.. wad the bloody FUCK! debate was okay but i totally disagree that that dumb and act act yue qi should be the best speaker. ( that one is mrs lazar choose one) mrs lazar still say that moonflag spoke very calmly and confidently. shit face arr! so soft until i cannot hear arr. i was so pissed in class that i rote a lot of ' fucks' and 'asses' in daphne's letter to make my pissedness off. i rote like super damn untidy in the letter and i bet she hardly can see wad i am riting. no one in the world will noe wad i am riting. i just can't stand that moonflag's innocent look!! i feel like kicking her ass, smacking her face, whacking her head, chopping off her limbs, pulling her ears and kicking her butt! i noe i am cruel, but hu can stand it? ask yourself then. FUCKFUCKFUCK!! cindy crazy; cry two times in class for the most ridiculous ideas. 1st time: mahirah didn't or i should say caiyi didn't let cindy use her shiny pen to colour her nails. she dumbell one lar! colouring ur nails will only make the chemical in the pen go into ur bloodstream n u will be poisoned.(x 2nd time: shawn say that she like wk. so what? like that oso 1 2 cry.. ppl sae me some many times ler.. cry 4 wad, the mouth is theirs and we can't controll it, can we? the stupid threesome, kovasky, qinghe, nat keep saying the wad mayo, so irritating!! i feel like slapping their faces. walao. actually, k-boy started it first, den nat, den qinghe. darn irritating. lunch was my usual curry potao rice with yummy milo n fish chips! (: i am currently addicted to the fish chips =D they are likr arber nice?! i help sis buy 2 packet, maybe after she eat finish oso addicted lers, den i need to help he rbuy again, and again, and again.. haha sth screwed in my blog. must change my skin lers.. i wish the maths olympiad ppl good luck 4 2morrow olympiad thing!! (x

i slept the whole afternoon away. haha, i was too tired, xD. everday oso got supp. 1 day sleep oso nvm 1 lar.. i slept for totally 2 hours, right after my lunch!! me gila. after sleep rite, i popped 5 tictacs in my mouth at one go. at first it was sweet then very minty!! but i nv spit it out.. but it became sweet again after minty flavour. next time i will buy the orange 1, cos hinchi n sis sae is nice(: oral was okay! but mrs lau cough like siao, i sae a little bit she cough. she cough even louder than i speak. hais.. the stupid freaking yue qi, sae me bossy. watever.. i promised yiteng to kick her ass 2morrow n she going 2 let me c her anti potato book =D fuck fuck fuck i noe i am damn vulgar, but wat so ever.. i dun care, punish punish lar.. scold den scold lors.. like i nv being scolded bfore

isn't this pic nice? tt's the NOKIA7610!! I WANT THAT 2!! haha! i stayed back 4 no reason, just eat lunch!! (x i ate a chilli fishcake n drink the chocolate milk! xD the milk taste very strong, but nice=D. went to settle the games carnival thing. i was in 4 captains ball. anyway, i was the 1 2 choose hu to be in my team. got 11 ppl 1 cb(captain ball 4 short), but only can 8 ppl go.. den i go with ele, vera, jing, shiyong!! den the stupid yueqi say not fair cos jing n vera tall mahs den we gd in cb, but their team got 6 ppl lar.. both oso got advantage mah.. still say!! den i n jing pass messages in the classroom, c hu 2 choose 4 cb. 6ppl player;2ppl reserve. cindy, yueqi, jingyi got kicked out! cindy so gentle, how to play?? jingyi sae when she play cb will 1 2 vomit. (her 6th sense!(: woman's 6th sense is always accurate! xD) yueqi very sore loser, if we lose, later surely say hu n hu fault n watever class cheat! owaes like tt ders.. so kick her face out! den when she know we kick her out, she sae tt bcos we dun like she n caiyi so we kick them out. i oso dunno caiyi in cb, den still sae me unfair. shit face arr.. den she looked so agitated like we offend her like that. we didn't!! watever, she join hockey lers..

it was very rainy in CCK! the drains was like ah hem.. FLOODED(: i wasn't able 2 get home. yay! i mean i was able 2 get home but i 1 walk home with ele! so i decided to stay at the void deck. i tell carissa go home with me but she need 2 go back centre. awwwe.. ): stupid vera!! i kick her bloody ass! i managed 2 run 3 rounds without sweating alot!! 1st record!! (: i alwaes like run a little bit sweat alot lar.. awwe.. lixian didn't come 4 school 2 days ler.. i hope she's okay. what a pity! she didn't get to here the orgestra play the nicenice pieces!! ): it made me sleepy! (x nice lols..=D i changed my earring lers.. no more wear earstick liao.. actually i 1 2 wear leejingyi that type earring 1, but i was so pissed for not making tt earring stay, so i decided wear another 1. black colour.. i was so freaked out when need 2 bring eng6B books. den i nv bring. i n weisheng nv bring. monitors somemore lel.. lucky no harsh punishments. phew! 12 ppl nv bring. den when i knew i nv bring the books, i keep asking ppl if they got bring anot, lucky still got more ppl in our side(:

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wow! isn't this amazing? i finally knew how to do these funny funny wordings!! YITENG, I LOVE YOU!! hahas. she teach me 1 mah.. (: my blog is getting 2 funny! i was rewarded by mdm new!! only 6 ppl being rewarded, but we must sae the oral thing! but wadever.. when i sae tt thing rite, tcher 1 me use the mike, den when teacher gimme, den the mike squeak until very loud!! haha, e mike doesn't like me!! lols so i spoke without it, but it turned out quite okay (: i am so seriously dead! i am going to be super deep trouble 2morrow lers. i think the genre we rite is me n caiyi same lel.. cos tution rite before mahhs, den same phrases lor.. i will be dead 2morrow!! i must be sick 2morrow!! if mrs lazar ask me, den i sae tt i use the phrases from my tution den caiyi same class as me, i dunno she use tt 1, if i noe, i will surely change ders.. i am going 2 be so dead!! EVERONE, PLEASE WISH ME GOOD LUCK (:

a damn freaking horribly terribly nice day today! haha. if you guessed that mom bought me the L'amour collection, you are wrong. if mom really did buy NOKIA7370, i will use even nicer and more beautiful words than this freaking, horribly and terribly. awful, aren't they? handphones cost more than a bomb! esp. the one i wanted, it's the L'amour collection somemore lel.. maybe what lixian said was right, i might find a better and nicer phone i want when i start to work. but NOKIA7370 is really very nice!! it's love at the first sight; haha! phones are not living things, right? and I AM NOT MENTALLY CRAZY, k? anyway, mom brought me to buy earrings!! (: i pester her like SIAO, then she bring me go lot 1 buy, haha! i am best in pestering!! darn, it was raining, not very heavy, but heavy though. i don't think i know what i am talking but it's ok anyway. i loitered at bits and pieces shop. WAHH.. the earring there so ex. dangling earring can be like fifteen dollars? ohh.. watever, i oso never say that i am going to buy earrings from there. THIS SUCKS! EVRYTHING ALSO SO EX. i only brought 10 dollars out lar.. i was super careful with the flips i wore, too slippery. i went to aries and bought ear sticks, WHOOSH! $1.90 lel.. but is 24 sticks or in other words, 12 pairs, get it? i am really having a serious problem with my typing, i am NOT SLOW, but i alwaes type the wrong stuff, by pressing the wrong buttons alwaes n i must alwaes go back n delete, go back n delete! ha, i AM CRAZY LER watever.. then i went to the shop which i pierce my ears to see the earring. i saw 1 which i like, is those hooked circle!! $5 nia.. still can afford. den mom said she want to pierce her ears. watever lar.. i dun care. walao! she choose the earring so damn big lar.. den so exagerating. den she say that she want to buy me earring, den i chose a spiral shape 1 with a diamond on top, a so call 1 duh! it's not silver, but black. the sales lady say that 1 for $3, 2 for $5, den mom chose a musical note 1. but i still think that mine was nicer!! (: went home. mom tested me on the stupid dummy chinese words. and in the end i got a lot wrong, but i totally dun care!! i tried to take out my current earring, but too TIGHT! and mom said that sunday go to the ear-piercing shop again and tell them take out the earring for me. currently has 3 pair earrings and 12 pair ear sticks. those ear sticks are transparent de.. can see through and not easy to spot! lixian also have... i have lost 0.5kg! yay! so unexpectedly lar.. i have been eating lots fried stuff n ice cream these few days n i still lose weight! magical, isn't it? i ate 3/4 of my mom's chips! my current weight: 34kg; my current height: 150cm. wow! i must be underweight! i dun care!!

WAHH! nice phone isn't it? i crazy liaox!! sth screwed in blogger n i cun go in 2 lixian's blog! duh! i hate my blogskin! changing again! (: don't you know that i am SIAO? if u don't, tt's 2 bad. no one commented on my song!! WALAO! it's nice lar.. i think i am obsessed with kelly clarkson!! her songs are funkey and she looks beautiful!! hu can lend me her album? anyone? watever..

WAHH! I WANT THIS PHONE UP THERE! THE 7370NOKIA PHONE!! EVEN MY SIS OSO DUN HV HANDPHONE, DEN WHEN WILL I HAVE MINE? I THINK IS NEWEST EDITION LAH! I AM WAITING FOR THIS DAY WHEN I RECEIVE MY HANDPHONE! I SO JEALOUS!!

2dae was so fun! infact, it was hyper! though i was really restless in supp. mrs sim had a clear of mind with us. ppl hu 1s 2 miss mrs sim go home n bluff her tt dey got cca. watever lor.. oso not me mah.. is that assholic venus n qianbian. heck care! den i stayed back after supp until 1.30. ele 1ed 2 tell me a secret, den vera oao 1 2 noe, we dun 1 tell her den she go tiickle us! (x but she noes it now! JOEY SO ACT! like as if she noe how 2 dance like that.

2dae fire evacuation fake until like tt! den e stupid rain ruin e whole thing n we hv 2 sit in e stupid hall, SIAO 1 lor.. got fake fire still 1 2 on tt darn aircon! den e smoke oso dry ice. DARNDARNDARN then oso got no exposion dere. wasted so much time, i will rather do my homework than sitting dere and staring in the thin air! (x so lame.. n we watch e match of the penguins but show until halfway den nv show liao.. n tt's gd anywae! tt show is so damn LAME! walao! we sit dere 4 so long.. den ms lim so late den come fetch us, n den the mrs jennifer lim nagnagnag, so IRRITATING! i feel like punching her qianbian face, smacking her butt n kicking her ass! P.S. I AM NOT JOKING

WAHH, i was SO hyper during recess.. i splashed water at xiaohui, n beat vera! haha.. den i teamed up with jingting! we, the ultimate, unbeatable team, ohh, watever. we hv 40 min recess cos mrs lazar OWED us, if everyday was like tt, it will be great. i n weisheng was given instructions wad 2 do 2morrow when dere is the fire thing, i dun care lah.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIYONG! <3 and sadly, u nv come 2dae which is ur birthday!! WAII, ele buy u pressie lel.., a nike bag, i think. this should be if i am not wrong. mrs sim blind! i rite yenjun auto right infront of her, den she didn't even notice! i used a new idea, a nice 1, 4 faves, hates and fwenship! (:

wad the hell! i m so bored, stupid ppl dun 1 tok 2 me.. lol! i 4get 2 sae tt yeat. we went 2 art room 2 do art, paint cup! mine isn't really a cup. lol! ppl sae is like flower pot, ohh, watever, heck care lor.. at least not lke some ppl hu nv bring, mrs sim sae take only 2 colours, den joey n i n yenjun go take a lot, each color osos take 1, watever lah.. scold den scold lor.. i oso dun care anywae. i painted whispering colours and dance! haha, it's quite simple and nice!! (: haha x)

hahaz.. currently having a nice conversation with june! ohh.. watever.. WALAO! 2dae so heng lah.. i n ele n shiyong, passing messages during mrs sim lesson den she saw den took e paper away, scare me.. we were writing sth bad bout her lel.. i'll rather not sae it out, it's damn biantai! den i tell ele take back the paper, use another similar paper, rite some stuff with hinchi, den put back the paper again, haha. awww.. 2dae music last lesson, next time friday 2hr mus face mrs lazar.. how boring is that.. we must add extra music instruments mah.. den i was so fed-up doing it, den i anyhow go n press, everything oso anyhow go n press den hu noes? it turned out to be a nice piece of music!(: vera sae me pro. lol! i n wenlu n hanafi noe a 100% top secret, i think weisheng noes, ohh.. watever, i cun't sae cos i already said it, 100% top secret!! watever